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So I guess I will.

Post by liz on Fri Feb 26, 2016 1:34 pm

We had a really nice long run, guys. And our stories are still gonna live on forever and ever- I never wanna stop writing with you guys, you were my first real, real family. But we still aren't the same. Jasmine left, and Z and I got together. A lot has changed between us- relationships, genders, emotions, et cetera. I'm never ever ever gonna forget you guys, and I cherish every little part of the butterfly effect that led to me meeting you both.
But, goddammit, sometimes I just gotta wonder. What happened to us?
I try to be the nicest person ever that I can be, I want people to remember me for being nice in a sea of mean people. I mean... have you been to middle school? But that may be hard writing this. How will I even know if you read this? You probably won't.
Z- you know exactly how I feel about you, Z. Well... you probably don't, but you know our story.
Now, Jasmine- I really don't think you know how hard it's been. Doing three years of writing without you, only hearing from you every few months. Pretending that you never existed most of the time but then I go to write things like this and it just gets a whole lot worse. I have a lot of feelings about you- I feel angry, I feel like you abandoned me- no, us, I miss you a hell of a lot and I don't know which feels the truest. I've written songs about you! Maybe I'll post some quotes here if I have the time. I know you have a perfectly valid reason for being gone but after this long this abandonment has started to feel personal, like you're avoiding me. Did I do something? I've just come to the conclusion that you want me to leave you alone, too. So that's why I haven't emailed again. I mean, I really, really want to... but I can't. Because that's going back on a promise I've made to myself.

I don't really know where I was going with this. I wanted to write about us and the site. Just- if you're a person who randomly found this site and came here looking for an explanation- give up. This place is in shambles and all of our old chat logs that I wanted to post here are gone for good- stuck on my old computer that is basically a vegetable. This is the place where a story took place- this is the setting to like a book or something. There were three of us and two fell in love and the other went away and almost never came back. There's a whole nother part I don't even know- knowing Z and Jasmine's old habits of erasing their chat logs. But yeah- this place is just a pile of old sh*t that happened years ago. I'm tired, and who knows, I may update this thread. Seeya.

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Post by liz on Wed Aug 03, 2016 1:34 pm

Reading this a few months later. Still accurate. I think I will try to tell this story, but I like the feeling I get coming back here too, the feeling I know outsiders must get. Like, this is all so distracting, it's all in pieces, they must hate it. Goddamn, should I unprivate the admin's only areas? I should. Get it all out there for all you shits to see.

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Post by liz on Wed Sep 14, 2016 8:35 am

Heyo. me again. A monthish later. It's almost Jasmine's birthday, so that's cool. I was here because I guessed that I could use the comment from my profile page that was about me for an english assignment but nah. I don't think I got around to unprivating but um, I'll do that. Jas, if you ever see this page or stop back here for old times sake on your birthday,
happy birthday<br />you piece of<br />meme trash scum<br />i love you<br /><img src=" />

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Post by liz on Thu Apr 27, 2017 1:41 pm

woopdeedoo lil ol lizzy cant let sh*t go and they r back here for another spin!!
this time hopelessly in love with jasmine tho
matthew is probably dead
idk fam
i suffer

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Post by liz on Wed Jul 19, 2017 2:02 am

good morning i love jas
i'm here to steal some code for my own forum
byee

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